The first time that I recognized a channeled message was in early 2014. After a meditation I felt called to write, so I put pen to paper and what came out was a very on point and loving short paragraph. After I finished writing it, I heard a thought that said line up the first letter of each line. When I wrote it out it when I dropped my pen. It read ‘ Of God’. “Woah,” I thought, “up until right now I didn’t even know if I believed in angels or God.”
Man, has that changed! Since then I started to notice that messages were incoming a lot of the time. I started to recognize the subtle differences I would feel before a thought or image came though, at the time I had no idea where these were coming from, but I knew I was totally freaked out by them.
Sometimes (generally this was Archangel Michael) they would be crazy clear. Like not just something I was thinking, but I would hear a knock, I would hear my name and it was clear as can be. I know this was meant to get my attention to my intuitive side, but I was just freaked out. Around the same time I would see flashes of light on the floor from time to time that were clearly faeries, but again would just say out loud – no thank you – too creepy for me.
It took me over 6 months to come to the realization that these things were not at all creepy, but a beautiful open channel to the divine. That by 
embracing these things I could get guidance, clarity, motivation, love and support. All I had to do was to be open and listen. Once I set out to do this, I was pretty amazed at the accuracy of information coming in. I practiced, and practiced and offered up readings to over 100 women to help them discover what what was blocking them from manifesting.
Slowly I started to see my gifts emerge as I realized not only could I read energy, but I could also move and change it. It was all a matter of intention. At one time I was told that my balanced mixed of logic and intuition would be highly valuable to me, I totally brushed it off, not sure how that could help others. I started to realize that by teaching myself how to be open to my physic connection, I could also teach others how to do the same. My entire adult life I have been self-taught. Teaching myself everything from parenting and cooking to how to successfully run and market a business all the way to how to manifest what I want and how to become psychic.
Yes it was not easy, yes it took work. I also had the additional support of working with amazing healers and coaches that sped up my journey substantially. I would love being drawn to work with someone, booking a session and then seeing the money to pay for it manifest. That is true co-creation with the Universe. You trust in complete faith that your action is highest and best for you and the Universe works with you to ensure that all turns out better than expected.
Without all the work and time I gave to myself to develop I never would have been able to co-create a kick ass course with the Universe. I have been realizing more and more lately that every ‘struggle’ that I go through only moves me further on my path.
Had I been a natural psychic and never had to teach myself all about my gifts, how could I possibly know all the tiny details it took to get to where I 
am and continue growing?
Had I gotten to the financial place I wanted without first getting through my blocks, how could I have possibly written a course on how to release blocks to manifesting money?
Had I not been feeling depressed and empty as a stay at home mom, how could I possibly have been propelled to start my own business and work though my own shit in a systematic manner, so that I could replicate it and package it to you as a course?
It’s simple, I couldn’t. I needed those experiences in order to teach what I have learned. In order to spread the message that you can be truly happy and it has nothing to do with what anyone else is doing.
The best part? The more I continue on this journey, the better it gets. I still have blocks and the Universe is ever so comical and direct in showing them to me, but I know how to work through them now, so resistance feel lighter and passes quickly. I don’t always go it alone, and besides my guides and Source, the perfect healer, teacher or coach will always present themselves when I’m up against something I need help with.
There is no stickiness, or down feelings that last longer than a few minutes. There is also no perfection. I let go of that a long time ago. There is always progress though and that is exactly what I need. The progress could be small, it could be so subtle that only I take notice, but day after day of consistent progress leads up to big changes.
Big fat, ‘holy fuck can you believe it?’ changes that blow me away and leave me laughing tears of joy. So thank you Universe for all that seemingly random shit that I went through, I totally knew you had my back 😉
